This piece was composed by someone very close to my heart.
The Author has given me permission to share this.
Their thoughts on their present journey.

This touched my Heart and Soul.

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My Will

As I rest against this cold hard wall
Will
you pass me by?

*

Will

You criticize me as I sit and cry?

*

I had fought so hard and thought
that all my battles had been won.

*

Only to find the war has just begun.

*

Will
my weakness for an hour make me suffer
a lifetime?

*

Is there any other way to be,

to make me feel whole again?

*

If Iโ€™m healed, renewed, and found forgiveness within,
Will
I find the strength Iโ€™ve never had?

*

Will
my scars forever heal?

*

I

Will
turn my life over to a higher power,
and turn it all around.

*

In my most desperate circumstance it’s there
I have finally found,ย that I

Will

ย be strong enough.

*

That Iโ€™m pure enough,
to break me,
pour me out, and start again.

*

To take a chance on Me.

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Comments
  1. sjw2014 says:

    Dearest A,
    This is beautiful, thank you for sharing and please pass on my compliments to the author

    Much love

    S xx

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  2. Amy Pinkrose says:

    Ana, these words swept me away. Just totally for I can relate to every single word! Please tell the author how much I was moved. Loving you!!! (((HUGS))) Amy

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    • My Dear Soul Sister,
      Thank you for your Heartfelt comment. I Will pass your comment on to the Author.
      Much Love,
      ~Aโค๏ธ
      ๐Ÿ‘ญ ๐Ÿ˜˜๐ŸŒป

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      • Amy Pinkrose says:

        Thank you SO much!!!! I keep thinking of what you said as I am on my hands and knees in my garden. Tee Hee. You are too much!! ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜ ๐ŸŽ€ ๐ŸŒท ๐Ÿ’— ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹

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      • Me Too.. I have visions of you, with a smudge of fresh soil on your cheek, wearing gardening gloves… ๐Ÿ˜ˆ
        ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹
        First I’ll bring you a bouquet of ๐ŸŒน, then we can read passages from ๐Ÿ“š as we drink our๐Ÿท. After a couple of sips I’ll be ๐Ÿ˜œ. Then we can snack on ๐Ÿ’, Then you can take Amazing ๐Ÿ“ท or a Kickass ๐ŸŽฅ as we admire the beautiful ๐ŸŒˆ. Afterward we can ๐Ÿ‘€
        into the ๐Ÿ”ฎ.

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      • Amy Pinkrose says:

        You have me laughing SO hard. You bring so much LIGHTNESS and JOY into my life!!! If you were in my presence right now, I would be ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹ you for all the pleasure you have given me already. I LOVE what you wrote with all the emoticons. Giggles. And bless you! I’m rocking, Baby, but OH do I need a backrub! Remind to make an appt for one next week. I actually managed NOT to get dirt on my face, like I usually so. Tee Hee. And give me a few sips of wine right now I’d be walking into walls. You gotta be an Angel. You feel like one. (((HUGS))) Amy

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      • Dearest Amy,
        I apologize for this late reply.. I do have some Wonderful Oriental body oils, so come on over and I’ll rub out those tight muscles. Darlin thank you for making my day. It gives me such delight to know that I gave my fellow Sister a smile, a laugh, and happiness.
        Muahhhh
        ~A ๐Ÿ’›

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      • Amy Pinkrose says:

        Now, we are going to have our first official fight. YOU make MY day! And YOU make ME smile. Now, let’s ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜ ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’ž and make up, and we’ll go back to you rubbing my soar muscles. And OH BABY, I got ‘um! Love ya! Ames

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      • Oohhh no fights… unless we are both in bathing suits in a plastic pool, saturated in oil as we wrestle it out.. Giggle giggle. Geez I’m such a pervert ๐Ÿ˜Ž
        I’m behind on my e-mails, and am eager to see your pics from the weekend. I’m curious to see what I will find ๐Ÿ”ฎ
        Hugs My Sister,
        ~A

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      • Amy Pinkrose says:

        I’ll stop bugging you so you can enJOY! Thoughts of oil and bathing suits… drooling Amy….

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      • No Please Bug ๐Ÿž
        ๐Ÿ˜Š

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      • Amy Pinkrose says:

        Tee Hee … This ๐Ÿž must go and feed cats. ๐Ÿ˜˜

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      • ๐Ÿ˜˜ Have A Fantastic Day ๐ŸŽ‰

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      • Amy Pinkrose says:

        ICU later. ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ I’ll meet you on the Rainbow. xx

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      • ๐Ÿ”‘โค๏ธ

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      • Amy Pinkrose says:

        ๐Ÿ”“ ๐Ÿ’— ๐ŸŒท โ˜€๏ธ

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  3. Intense, and very moving. Compliments to the author indeed! ๐Ÿ™‚

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  4. writingthebody says:

    These sentiments are so sad, so alone. yes, I think most of us know that awful feeling! x

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    • Dear John,
      Yes this expresses a great deal of sadness. I encouraged the Author to express their feelings, and perception. I was so Touched, I wanted the Author to know although they might feel alone, they were not alone. There by asking for their permission to post. When I received a “like” or “comment” I immediately notified the Author and that brought a glimmer of hope, and positive acknowledgement.
      XoXo
      Anastasia

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