Chemical Imbalance: Thoughts And Feelings Of A Woman Experiencing The Depletion Of Estrogen

 

Chemical Imbalance:

Thoughts & Feelings Of A Woman Experiencing The Depletion Of Estrogen.

My thoughts scattered.

♀

A GPS without a satellite.

Being directed to enter and exit from the same on ramp.

This form of travel is unclear, distorted,

and unpleasant.

♀

The road is uneven gravel.

As tires rotate bits of crushed concrete

spew in all

directions.

♀

Disposition of emotions run rabid.

Exhibiting bared teeth,

an accumulation of dripping saliva that emanates into

effervescence, and

varied tones of inflection that escaped as each breath is exhaled.

To warn those around me.

♀

My Mind and Body

are Depleted,

and are being Manipulated by the loss of

Estrogen.

♀

I am over powered by the natural

process of aging.

♀

What happened to that 17-year-old girl?

♀

I feel her maiden within,

yet the mirror reflects

a middle-aged Woman

not yet a

Crone.

♀

Who is this Woman?

Who cry’s for no reason?

♀

Who is over whelmed by the intensity of

heat,

that no one else feels.

♀

Her Mind & Body

deprived from sleep.

♀

She dreams of the past,

fantasizing about her

future.

♀

Trying to accept and embrace

this new phase of

Womanhood.

♀

She lovingly embraces her Loved Ones

and Warns them.

♀

Careful the edges of the eggshells are

sharp and jagged.

♀

I’m trying my best to pick them up as they drop,

except as I pick up one

two drop.

♀

I just want to be Me

Again.

There She Was Right Before Me

I had Envisioned meeting Her

for Oh so long.

🌹

She Was Her Own Woman.

🌹

She possessed Everything I had Imagined.

🌹

We Connected, and Bonded

it was meant to be.

🌹

She was Bent, not Broken

just like me.

🌹

She Trusted, and Shared

the Spark

between Us was visibly there.

🌹

He entered the room smiling

as we lay there before him,

knowing she had met her match.

🌹

We playfully Seduced

his Mind, Body, and Soul.

As we Shared our

new-found Discovery of each other.

May Is Masturbation Month

 

 

                         🔞  WARNING EXPLICIT SEXUAL THEME  🔞

Dear Friends,

We only have a 9 more days of May. Let’s take Full Advantage of Celebrating Pleasuring Ourselves.

Now we all know why Anastasia has not posted any material…

 

 

 

 

May is International Masturbation Month

Good Vibrations began celebrating National Masturbation Month in 1995! Earlier that year, then-Surgeon General Dr. Joycelyn Elders was fired for saying that masturbation should be discussed as part of young peoples’ sex education. We were astounded. It was one of the most sensible things we’d ever heard a government official say — and it cost Elders her job! We started National Masturbation Month — now International Masturbation Month with people celebrating across the globe! — to raise awareness and to highlight the importance of masturbation for nearly everyone: it’s safe, it’s healthy, it’s free, it’s pleasurable and it helps people get to know their bodies and their sexual responses. Of all the kinds of sex people can have, masturbation is the most universal and important, yet few people talk about it freely — worse, many people still feel it is “second best” or problematic in some way. Masturbation Month lets us emphasize how great it is: it’s natural, common and fun!

Why May?

Because “the merry, merry month of May” has long been seen as symbolizing sexual awakening. Also, because “May” and “masturbation” both start with “M” — it’s nice and alliterative.

Masturbation Resources

More articles about self-love:

*Advanced Masturbation Techniques for Men

http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=advanced-masturbation-techniques-for-men

*Masturbation Hall of Fame

http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=masturbation-hall-of-fame

*How to Choose a Vibrator

 http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=how-to-choose-a-vibrator

*How to Choose a Dildo 

http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=How-To-Choose-A-Dildo

*How to Enjoy Anal Sex 

http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=How-To-Enjoy-Anal-Sex

*How to Female Ejaculate 

http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=How-To-Female-Ejaculate

*Physiology of Pleasure

http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=735

*What is an Orgasm?

 http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=what-is-an-orgas

*Masturbation Toy Shopping Guide 

http://www.goodvibes.com/display_category.jhtml?id=catalog70002_cat33920

History of the Masturbation Taboo

Almost everyone masturbates, but all too few of us are willing to admit to enjoying this simple pleasure — mostly because of the taboo against masturbation in our society, which has its roots in historical misconceptions that have survived to the present day. Concerns about masturbation tend to fall into two general categories: that masturbation is dangerously wasteful or that it’s immature. The notion that masturbation is wasteful springs from the widespread misconception that men have a finite allotment of sperm and that every ejaculation depletes precious semen, resulting in exhaustion and weakness. Although women don’t produce semen, it was once believed that masturbation was similarly destructive and debilitating to them. The belief that masturbation is such a dangerous drain on energy that it can lead to enfeeblement, illness and ultimately insanity was so persistent in 18th, 19th and even 20th century Europe and America that treatments for preventing masturbation became something of an obsession.

Turn-of-the-century magazines featured advertisements for penile rings which were spiked on the inside so that if the wearer experienced an erection during the course of the night, he’d wake from the pain. Bondage belts, restraints, straitjackets, cauterizing irons and even clitoridectomy (the surgical excision of the clitoris) were all methods used to prevent young women from masturbating. American health reformers of the 19th century preached, as in these words from John Kellogg, that masturbation was “the vilest, the basest and the most degrading act that a human being can commit.”

Although most men and women today are aware that masturbation isn’t a “degrading act,” many are still constrained by the notion that it’s a selfish, immature activity or a second-rate substitute for partner sex. We live in a society in which sexual expression has always been legislated and restricted and the pursuit of pure pleasure is frequently condemned as selfish and childish. A lot of people who consider themselves free of sexual hang-ups have simply rewritten the equation “sex is only good if it involves procreation” to “sex is only good if it involves two loving people.” The fact that masturbation is a pleasurable end in itself gets short shrift in mainstream sex manuals, which focus on masturbation as a useful tool in the building of a better sex life with one’s partner. While it’s certainly true that masturbation provides valuable information about your own and your partners’ sexual responses, masturbation is much more than a means to the exalted end of better partner sex. Masturbation is our first sexual activity, a natural source of pleasure that’s available to us throughout our lives, and a unique form of creative self-expression. Each time you masturbate, you’re celebrating your sexuality and your innate capacity for pleasure, so give yourself a hand!

Masturbation Today

While giving yourself pleasure may seem as natural as taking a breath, masturbation is by no means a widely accepted form of sexual activity. Today, in many parts of the world (including the U.S.) children are punished if they are caught masturbating, which can affect their sexuality for the rest of their lives. Adults in cultures across the globe are presented with heterosexual marriage as the only acceptable form of sexual expression. Masturbation is not honored as an important form of safer sex, much less as a way a person can love herself, learn about himself, or exercise, as one wonderful Chinese euphemism puts it, “self-comfort.”

Masturbation can be a radical act, and the culture that suppresses masturbation may suppress many other personal freedoms as well. While celebrating Masturbation Month and doing your part to bring self-love out of the closet, keep in mind that erotic freedom is essential to true well-being, everywhere.

* Copied Directly From http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=masturbation-month-facts

The Cat Found Her Mouse, The Dog Found His Bone: The Dinner Party: 7 of 7: Part 1: Home At Last

🔞 Warning Mature Content       🔞

Explicit Sexual Words & Themes

Home At Last

We pulled up the driveway and exited the car. Ian activated the car alarm retaining the keys in his left hand. We mutually met at the front of the car. He extended his right hand outward as I extended my left hand. Our fingers interlocked as we sauntered the walkway towards the front door. Upon approaching the door Ian lifted his left hand manipulated the keys on the ring and unlocked the gateway of our abode.

Our hands disengaged. Ian entered the house first, promptly walking over to disarm the alarm. While I walked into the family room to check the answering machine on the desk. While facing the desk, Ian approached me from behind. His left hand encased around my waist whilst his right hand gently slapped my ass. “Mmmm, Ahhh you caught me off guard.”  I replied. His head was close to mine, his lips nestled against my ear and whispered.

“It was Jake.”

“Oh..What did he say?”

“He had a wonderful time tonight.”

“And?”

“He was eager for us to go deep-sea fishing on his boat.”

“I’m sure you will have a fantastic time.”

I turned facing him wrapping my left arm around his right shoulder and right arm around his waist. Hugging him firmly I pressed my pelvis against him slowly moving to the left and right. Within a few movements his member became firm. We leaned inward our lips softly touched. Ian slowly leaned his head back and said.

“Sweetheart why don’t you go get comfortable.”

“Honey that sounds great.” 

We disengaged from our embrace. I walked into the bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed. I removed my pumps one at a time. Stood up unzipped the back of my pencil skirt where it slid down to my ankles. Lifting each leg I stepped out of the skirt. I unbuttoned my silk top as it slid over each shoulder till it fell around my wrists. Placed both items into the dry clean hamper. Ian popped his head in the bedroom door.

“Sweetheart I’m going to fix a drink may I get you anything?”

“No thanks Lover.”

Standing in my bra and soaked lace panties I proceeded into the bathroom where I removed my undergarments and placed them into the hamper. Walked into my closet and removed the hanging red silk wrap robe and let it slide on my body. Raising my arms as it floated down over me like an angels feather falling from heaven.

I sat at comfortable at my vanity and removed my make-up and carried out my nightly skin care regimen.

Ian walked over to the free-standing bar and poured three fingers of Single Malt Scotch. Sitting on the bar stool he sipped slowly at his drink. Reflecting on the events that took place this evening. He began to smile with delight. He was thrilled about the friendships that we both made from appearances they were mutually going to be long-lasting.

He watched his beloved Kat exhibit feelings of excitement, and infatuation.  He wanted for her to experience this for quite a while.

I finished my skin care and walked into the bathroom to the bidet. I removed my robe fastened it on the satin covered hanger. Placed on the hook behind the bathroom door.

I turned the left knob to start the water regulating the temperature, and turned the right knob adjusting the flow. The warm water trickled upward on my pussy and starfish. (Aaahhhhh it felt so good) While seated comfortable. Thoughts zigzagged in my mind about the events that had taken place this evening.

I was mesmerized by Chiaki. She was sensual, and seductive. This beautiful Nihonjin Woman created feelings in me that I had not experienced in longer than I can remember. The flood of chemicals released in my body created an intoxicating sensation.

My thoughts focused on Chiaki. Laying against her soft flesh, gazing deeply into her eyes. Our lips met ever so delicately. To caress her face lightly with my fingertips. Running my fingers through her silky hair. I immediately begin to fantasize gathering her mane into a ponytail. Pulling it firmly, she positioned herself at the edge of the bed on all fours. I take her from behind wearing my strap-on. Her body twitching and quivering with delight as my cock stroked her denuded demure debutant daffodil. Her moans of delight change in pitch and frequency as I brought her to orgasm.

The flow of water pulsating against my pussy in combination with my fantasy has pushed me into a heightened state of arousal. I spread my legs far apart. Placing my left hand over my blushing poonanie. Rubbing back and forth against my clit ring. (Aaahhhhh it felt so fucking good) I Placed my index finger over my clit that protruded out from under the hood. Applying enough pressure I moved my fingertip in a slow circular motion. Inserted my index and middle finger of my right hand inside. Slow deep strokes my fingers rubbed against my swollen lips. Waves of pleasure consumed me. My thighs began to tremble. Wave after wave enveloped my mind, body and soul. I was at the edge of cumming, I wanted Ian’s cock.   

“Honey….Where are you?” I yelled out.

Ian decided it was best to walk into the bedroom then yell through the house. He knew Kat probably would not have heard his reply. Ian entered the bedroom with his drink in hand. He could hear my moans of pleasure cumming from the bathroom. Ian set his drink on the nightstand and began to peel his clothes off leaving a trail behind. He entered the bathroom naked and erect.

“Baby I’m so close. Pleassse the waterrr.”

Ian turned the knobs shutting off the bidet. I stood up my legs shaky. Taking two steps towards the bathroom sink. I dripped a combination of water and dew from my Orchid all over the floor. I extended my arms placing my hands on the vanity counter. Now facing the mirror, Ian stood behind me. “Baby take me.” I cried.

I repositioned my arms, resting on my elbows, arched forward I spread my legs. Ian’s wide cock pushed against my enlarged lips. His slow thrusting movements took my breath away. I was in a state of sheer bliss. He slowly pulled back far enough for me to feel his corona rub against my swollen cunt. He then rubbed against my g-spot. “Aahhh Babbby Therrrre!” I exclaimed. He spread my ass cheeks apart and inserted his index finger. I shrieked in delight. My pussy clenched and twitched against his throbbing member. He continued to stroke my ass with his finger. He knew I was at the edge of cumming. “A fffewww morrre sttttrokesss…I’m cummingggggg!” Ian continued thrusting his pelvis. “Don’tt stopppp I’mmmmm cummming again!” I exclaimed.

I sensed him getting close to the edge of ecstasy. His momentum increased, thrusting his pelvis his schlong stroked me deep and fast. He loudly grunted. I felt his cock pulsate inside me, releasing his load in me. We were spent and satiated.

I stood upright turned my head to the left, as Ian leaned his head forward. Our lips met as we kissed passionately. We disengaged. I headed back to the bidet to rinse off. While Ian jumped into the shower. This was just the beginning of our evening at home.

Stay Tuned For Part Deux

Stayed Tuned For More Adventures Of These Daredevils Of Deviance.

 

 

The Cat Found Her Mouse, The Dog Found His Bone: The Dinner Party: #4 of 7: Having A Wonderful Time

🔞Warning Mature Content🔞

Explicit Sexual Words & Themes

Having A Wonderful Time

“Yes very much Kat” he said, as he leaned over and encircled me in his arms. Wafts of his cologne permeated my senses as I breathed. My tits rubbed against his muscular chest. (Aah it felt so good). I felt my nipples getting hard. ( I wanted him to pinch and squeeze them right then and there). 

(In a split second I was watching a movie in my mind’s eye of him standing in front of me slowly unbuttoning my blouse as he kisses me passionately. He slowly kissed and nibbled his way down my neck. Aah it gave me shivers all over my body. I was so aroused. I envisioned we were in my bedroom.)

(His soft masculine hands caressed and messaged my tits as he reach my hard nipples. He squeezed, pulled, bit, and suckled on them. With his index finger he lightly made a circular motion clockwise from my chest to just below my bellybutton.)

(The sensations were exhilarating. I could feel an intense energy radiate from my now throbbing wet beaver. He was in no rush and took his time to bring me up to a level of sexual arousal that when I reached, I notoriously wanted to be penetrated. Not this time he put me in my place as I found myself begging. My clit was enlarged to the point that it poked outward. As my twat throbbed and ached to be touched, licked and kissed.)

(His gentle swirling touch descended down encircling my mons that generated a heat from me that could be felt by just placing a hand near my muff. My body twitched and quivered in sheer delight. I pleaded with him. “Please, Please I can’t take it anymore.” He said “you have no choice.” The sounds that escaped my mouth were obscure.)

(He stood in front of me removed his tie and slowly unbuttoned his shirt. He then slowly bent over kissed me passionately and placed his tie around my eyes securing it behind my head. I was sightless. Ohh how I wanted to look at his young masculine physique. I could hear him unbuckle his belt. “Extend your arms” he exclaimed.) 

(He wrapped his belt snugly around my wrists. I had lost my sense of touch. I wanted desperately to run my fingers up and down his well-built chest, and dig my nails in his back as he brought me to orgasm.)

(I could hear movement “lift your hips” he said assertively. Bending my knees I raised my hips as high as I could. Pillows were placed under them my knees still bent. My snatch was now facing upward. He wrapped and secured the leather restraint around each ankle. I could hear the chains rattling ohh goodie I thought he found them, and knew what the exposed eyelets in the ceiling joists were used for. He then fastened the clasp to the eyelets in the ceiling. As I heard each click the chains began to raise my ankles high in the air.)

(He was methodical in his movement, he stroked my face lovingly as he gently angled my head to the side. He leaned over nibbled and licked my ear lobes slowly working his way to my neck savoring it like his last meal. He repositioned my head as his sensual lips met mine. Our tongues danced and darted with delight. Jake placed his right hand on my throat while his left index finger slowly swirled around each boob and protruding nipple. I began to pant, his finger moved slow and rhythmically down my stomach as he maintained pressure on my throat. Swirling and swirling until he reached my blooming Orchid. He repositioned himself between my quivering legs, and with both index fingers he outlined my protruding clit ever so gently as warm nectar flowed continually from my Flower.)

(He outlined my petals that pulsated and blushed in delight. He stopped for a moment and took pleasure in how beautiful my Flower Bloomed.“Please, Please” I begged. “If you don’t stop begging me I will draw this out even longer” he proclaimed. Our eyes met as I nodded. He gently kissed my pussy starting at the mons working his way downward to my protruding clit where he slowly licked, lapped and kissed. Unintelligible sounds spilled out of my mouth as I began to gasp and drool in sheer bliss.)

(He gently inserted his middle and ring finger into my drenched poonanie, as his tongue danced with delight on the head of my enlarged rose bud. The chains rustled as my legs quivered uncontrollably. Wave after wave of pure Ecstasy over took my body, and mind. He sensed I was near orgasm by the twitching and clenching of my cunt.)

(His lengthy breadth erect cock glistens as it continued to oozed his essence. I wanted desperately to taste him… I knew better. He was in control.)

(The head of his thick wide cock snugly entered my saturated snatch. As he stroked me deeply, he leaned forward placing his hand firmly on my throat. Each stroke was methodical. Slow and deep, pulling back just enough to feel the edges of the head of his cock rub against my outer petals. Wave after wave of pure bliss over took my body. I could not, and was not in control. This was something I had not experienced.)

(I Let go….) 

(Screams vigorously exited my mouth with delight. As we gazed lovingly into each others eyes. Jake’s rhythmic motion began to quicken with every spam and contraction of climax I had. His fervent thrusts brought him to spurt in tempo. We held each other closely as our bodies intertwined exchanging our energy.)

“Kat..Kat..” he said as he placed his hand on my shoulder. “Sorry Jake…I think my irish cream went right to my head” as I grinned wickedly. “That is exactly what I want. A connection that is based on love, passion, and open communication. I’m so tired of playing games.”

I then immediately became aware that my rose bud was erect, and my flower was in full bloom as I had released nectar on my laced panties. (Kat… the voice in my head said“timing is everything, and when its meant to be it will happen.”)

                     Stayed Tuned for more adventures of these Daredevils of Deviance.

 

The Cat Found Her Mouse, The Dog Found His Bone: The Dinner Party: #3 of 7: Poolside

 🔞 Warning Mature Content  🔞

Explicit Sexual Words & Themes

Poolside

Dinner was superb, the sensuality of the dishes served in combination with my heightened state of arousal was intoxicating. During dinner Chiaki ever so softly touched my hand that was resting on my lap, and smiled. She turned her head and whispered in my ear “I’m very aroused by your energies.” I was captivated. 

As our eyes met, our mutual deep gaze became mesmerizing. What was only momentary seemed timeless. Visions of her delicate petite flesh against mine bombarded my every thoughts. A spark of electricity zinged my now pulsating poonanie. I adjusted my seated position as the wetness from my panties only reinforced how deeply I wanted and desired her. 

My mind raced as if I was running to catch a train leaving the station. What did she just say? Did I hear her correctly? Is she bi-sexual like me? Did she prefer only women? Was she interested in men? In due time Kat, I told myself.

As we finished our dessert, our hostess Lena said “It’s a beautiful night would you like to have your after dinner drinks served poolside?” We all looked at each other and in unison replied “yes please.”

We courteously excused ourselves from the dinner table and walked through the glass door and outside. The shimmer of light that illuminated from the moon off the water, and balmy breeze was like a scene out of a romance novel. The poolside furniture was positioned in manner that an intimate conversation or the “Dance of Love” could take place without any disturbances from other guests or a surprise visitor.

Ian sat down on the loveseat across from Chiaki. I noticed Jake’s hand ever so gently brush against Ian’s leg. Ian and I made eye contact as we mutually acknowledged Jake’s motion, and simultaneously winked at each other.

Our hostess Lena arrived with our after dinner drinks, and a platter with a variety of fresh fruits.

Chiaki opened her clutch and removed her mobile phone. She repositioned herself facing towards me. With a glisten in her eye she smiled and asked “may I have your number? I would like very much for us to spend time together.” I smiled trying my damnedest not to look like the Cheshire cat “I would like that very much” as I gave her our number. 

Jake positioned himself on the love seat angled towards Ian, and said “I’m so glad to have met you and Kat this evening. I was starting to lose hope in finding like-minded companions.” “I know adult internet sites are not conducive to fostering real friendships, let alone anything enduring” Ian replied. As he leaned over and sipped at his single malt scotch. Ian placed his drink back on the table, looked at Chiaki and said “would you care to dance?” Chiaki turned and looked at me. I smiled and nodded. Ian stood and extended his right hand as Chiaki extended her right hand as she stood up. They walk closer to poolside. Ian placed his hands on her petite hips. She placed her arms around his neck. They danced slowly to the music playing in the background.

Jake smiled leaned over and picked up his bourbon. His mouth was sensual as he placed the glass up to his lips. I imagined how they would feel against mine. I began to fantasized him softly, and gently kissing my outer and inner lips as he dragged his tongue upon my erect clit. I had to reposition myself as my lace panties were wet.

Jake stood up and sat next to me positioning himself in my direction. He leaned forward and placed his drink on the table. I repositioned the pillows against my back. “Oh Kat I’m so glad I met you and Ian this evening.” I grinned as I said “we too are jazzed to have met you and Chiaki this evening.”

I peered just beyond Jake’s direction to watch Chiaki and Ian slow dance under the lite moon, it was quite romantic. A chill of excitement ran down my spine as I watched the man I’m deeply in love with dance closely with the Woman I deeply desired. I felt immensely tantalized. 

As Jake and I continued to talk he said “Kat I want to have a connection, a deep and meaningful relationship. I’m ready now my days of the club scene are over.” He continued “I want more than just a pal with whom I can enjoy a beer or a one night stand. Don’t get me wrong sometimes it’s nice to have raw animalistic sex with a complete stranger with no ties or commitments. While I have been speaking with you and Ian I feel a spiritual connection here and now it’s definitely deep and profound. I have not experienced this feeling of spiritual connection before.” 

“I do understand the feelings you expressed” as I looked intently into his eyes. “Jake…are you ready to accept unconditional love? To be appreciated for the person you are? There are no hidden agendas, everything is out in the open, no deceit, no lying. Are you ready to love and be loved unconditionally Jake?” I replied.

Stayed Tuned for more adventures of these Daredevils of Deviance.

 

 

The Cat Found Her Mouse, The Dog Found His Bone: The Dinner Party: #2 of 7: Dinner

🔞  Warning Mature Content 🔞

Explicit Sexual Words & Themes

The Dinner

Ian stood near six feet his rugged build and features were masculine and positively oozed testosterone. There was a kindness in his grey-green eyes, his mouth was sensual as he spoke. He was clearly in charge but prided himself in his flexibility, compassion and open mindedness. A benevolent alpha male. Ian was definitely an acquired taste. He could come off as a know it all, and monopolize the conversation. He meant well and throughout the years of life’s experiences he indeed had acquired a great deal of worldly knowledge. 

I felt so comfortable as Chiaki and I conversed as we sat together on the couch in the parlor. She proceeded to share with me her plans for the future. She was attending graduate school to achieve her degree in Genetics. I found that so fascinating. Her living arrangements were unique, as she was staying with a host family. Chiaki earned many scholarships as she continued to achieve her successive goals along her path towards her degree. 

Ian and I devised a signal; we would briefly fondle our earlobe between our thumb and index finger. That was our way of communicating, I need to talk with you post-haste. As Chiaki and I continued to talk. I noticed Ian’s signal. I excused myself and met him in the bathroom. 

Ian and I stood in the bathroom looking deeply into each others eyes. I said “Was that my imagination or did I sense something going on with you and Jake?” “Yes I sure hope so” he said. As I began to slide my hand inside his shirt pinching and pulling his nipples. He said “I think she likes you” as he delicately passed his fingers through my hair. “I think we should bring Jake home, but not tonight” as I slid my hands down his pants underneath his boxers. Slowly stroking his firm cock. He said “When are you going to get together with Chiaki?” I said “very soon I hope.” As my Flower began to throb and pulsate. Our energy created an excitement that filled the room. My breathing began to quicken as I became aroused. As I slid my hand upward I could feel him ooze with excitement. 

Ian lifted me from the waist and placed me on the bathroom counter. “I’m going to call her tomorrow” as he’s removing my wet lace panties. I said “when should we call Jake?” He lifted his head from between my legs “how about this weekend.” “Ahhh umm okay.” As Ian gently licked my now swollen clit. His tongue sloshed as it made contact against my pussy.

“Baby Ahh I Ahh don’t want Ahh you to stop.” He then placed his middle and ring fingers inside my drenched pussy. “Mmm there ahhh,” as his tongue slithered all around my aching throbbing bud, his fingers stroked me. He licked and lapped in a rhythmic manner as I feverishly ran my fingers through his hair gently pulling as I reached another level of bliss. He positioned his fingers in an upright position as if to beckon come here. He moved back and forth bringing me right to the edge. I uttered “Mmmayybee youuu mmmm.. aahh betterrr stop.. mmmm forrr nowww.” He stopped and lifted his head from between my trembling thighs. Our eyes met, “are you sure?” he muffled. I reluctantly replied “yes I’m sure.” As he stood up his face glisten. I gently grasped his face as I kissed and licked my essence. We then adjusted our clothing, washed and left the bathroom.

As proper seating etiquette suggests alternate the seating of men and women in that the mix will contribute to a pleasant experience.

Michael and Lena our Host, and Hostess were very attentive to their guest. They saw Chiaki and I had connected. Chiaki was originally to be seated next to Michael. With much delight her place card was moved and next to mine. As Ian pulled out my chair, so did Jake for Chiaki we all sat together.

Our meal started with the first course appetizers Cold Cucumber Soup or Char-Grilled Oysters

                    

  

http://www.seductionmeals.com/2008/07/chilled-summer-cucumber-soup.html

http://www.seductionmeals.com/2008/01/chargrilled-oysters-with-roque.html

Our main course Honey Roasted Hens with Pomegranates and or Grilled Ribeye Steak with Black Truffle Butter Buttons.

 

http://www.seductionmeals.com/2009/01/honey-roasted-hens-with-pomegr.html   

http://www.seductionmeals.com/2011/04/ribeye-steak-with-sauteed-mush.html

Our salad was then presented a Homemade Caesar Salad Dressing and Garlic Croutons

 

       

http://www.seductionmeals.com/2013/10/homemade-caesar-salad-dressing.html

As we finished our dinner, dessert was then presented. Champagne Lemon Jelly & Mango Mousse Verrines

 

http://www.mowielicious.com/home/2009/09/champagne-lemon-jelly-mango-mousse-verrines-for-a-taste-of-yellow.html

Stayed Tuned for more adventures of these Daredevils of Deviance.

      

My Love

My Love

You are the smile within my heart

The life within my soul

You are the joy within my laughter

The half that makes me whole

You are the twinkle in my eyes

The hope in all my dreams

You are the inspiration in all I do

You are all I need

You are my tomorrow

Your love that gives me faith

You are my forever

And this will never change

My Eternal Beloved

My Eternal Beloved

As the days pass that we are apart

my heart aches for you My Lover.

I close my eyes and see you right before me,

you’re not here.

I yearn to reach out and touch you,

to feel your essence next to me

you’re not here.

I hear you whispering in my ear,

you’re not here.

Not a moment passes that you,

My Lover consumes my every thought.

For you are the Yin

to my Yang.

As I’m the Yang

to your Yin.

We are Connected

in Mind, Body, and Spirit.

We are Soul Mates

until the end of time.