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Chemical Imbalance:

Thoughts & Feelings Of A Woman Experiencing The Depletion Of Estrogen.

Molecular Thoughts

My thoughts scattered.

A GPS without a satellite.

Being directed to enter and exit from the same on ramp.

This form of travel is unclear, distorted,

and unpleasant.

The road is uneven gravel.

As tires rotate bits of crushed concrete

spew in all

directions.

Disposition of emotions run rabid.

Exhibiting bared teeth,

an accumulation of dripping saliva that emanates into

effervescence, and

varied tones of inflection that escaped as each breath is exhaled.

To warn those around me.

My Mind and Body

are Depleted,

and are being Manipulated by the loss of

Estrogen.

I am over powered by the natural

process of aging.

What happened to that 17-year-old girl?

I feel her maiden within,

yet the mirror reflects

a middle-aged Woman

not yet a

Crone.

Who is this Woman?

Who cry’s for no reason?

Who is over whelmed by the intensity of

heat,

that no one else feels.

Her Mind & Body

deprived from sleep.

She dreams of the past,

fantasizing about her

future.

Trying to accept and embrace

this new phase of

Womanhood.

She lovingly embraces her Loved Ones

and Warns them.

Careful the edges of the eggshells are

sharp and jagged.

I’m trying my best to pick them up as they drop,

except as I pick up one

two drop.

I just want to be Me

Again.

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🔞 Warning Mature Content       🔞

Explicit Sexual Words & Themes

Home At Last

We pulled up the driveway and exited the car. Ian activated the car alarm retaining the keys in his left hand. We mutually met at the front of the car. He extended his right hand outward as I extended my left hand. Our fingers interlocked as we sauntered the walkway towards the front door. Upon approaching the door Ian lifted his left hand manipulated the keys on the ring and unlocked the gateway of our abode.

Our hands disengaged. Ian entered the house first, promptly walking over to disarm the alarm. While I walked into the family room to check the answering machine on the desk. While facing the desk, Ian approached me from behind. His left hand encased around my waist whilst his right hand gently slapped my ass. “Mmmm, Ahhh you caught me off guard.”  I replied. His head was close to mine, his lips nestled against my ear and whispered.

“It was Jake.”

“Oh..What did he say?”

“He had a wonderful time tonight.”

“And?”

He was eager for us to go deep-sea fishing on his boat.”

“I’m sure you will have a fantastic time.”

I turned facing him wrapping my left arm around his right shoulder and right arm around his waist. Hugging him firmly I pressed my pelvis against him slowly moving to the left and right. Within a few movements his member became firm. We leaned inward our lips softly touched. Ian slowly leaned his head back and said.

“Sweetheart why don’t you go get comfortable.”

“Honey that sounds great.” 

We disengaged from our embrace. I walked into the bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed. I removed my pumps one at a time. Stood up unzipped the back of my pencil skirt where it slid down to my ankles. Lifting each leg I stepped out of the skirt. I unbuttoned my silk top as it slid over each shoulder till it fell around my wrists. Placed both items into the dry clean hamper. Ian popped his head in the bedroom door.

“Sweetheart I’m going to fix a drink may I get you anything?”

“No thanks Lover.”

Standing in my bra and soaked lace panties I proceeded into the bathroom where I removed my undergarments and placed them into the hamper. Walked into my closet and removed the hanging red silk wrap robe and let it slide on my body. Raising my arms as it floated down over me like an angels feather falling from heaven.

I sat at comfortable at my vanity and removed my make-up and carried out my nightly skin care regimen.

Ian walked over to the free-standing bar and poured three fingers of Single Malt Scotch. Sitting on the bar stool he sipped slowly at his drink. Reflecting on the events that took place this evening. He began to smile with delight. He was thrilled about the friendships that we both made from appearances they were mutually going to be long-lasting.

He watched his beloved Kat exhibit feelings of excitement, and infatuation.  He wanted for her to experience this for quite a while.

I finished my skin care and walked into the bathroom to the bidet. I removed my robe fastened it on the satin covered hanger. Placed on the hook behind the bathroom door.

I turned the left knob to start the water regulating the temperature, and turned the right knob adjusting the flow. The warm water trickled upward on my pussy and starfish. (Aaahhhhh it felt so good) While seated comfortable. Thoughts zigzagged in my mind about the events that had taken place this evening.

I was mesmerized by Chiaki. She was sensual, and seductive. This beautiful Nihonjin Woman created feelings in me that I had not experienced in longer than I can remember. The flood of chemicals released in my body created an intoxicating sensation.

My thoughts focused on Chiaki. Laying against her soft flesh, gazing deeply into her eyes. Our lips met ever so delicately. To caress her face lightly with my fingertips. Running my fingers through her silky hair. I immediately begin to fantasize gathering her mane into a ponytail. Pulling it firmly, she positioned herself at the edge of the bed on all fours. I take her from behind wearing my strap-on. Her body twitching and quivering with delight as my cock stroked her denuded demure debutant daffodil. Her moans of delight change in pitch and frequency as I brought her to orgasm.

The flow of water pulsating against my pussy in combination with my fantasy has pushed me into a heightened state of arousal. I spread my legs far apart. Placing my left hand over my blushing poonanie. Rubbing back and forth against my clit ring. (Aaahhhhh it felt so fucking good) I Placed my index finger over my clit that protruded out from under the hood. Applying enough pressure I moved my fingertip in a slow circular motion. Inserted my index and middle finger of my right hand inside. Slow deep strokes my fingers rubbed against my swollen lips. Waves of pleasure consumed me. My thighs began to tremble. Wave after wave enveloped my mind, body and soul. I was at the edge of cumming, I wanted Ian’s cock.   

“Honey….Where are you?” I yelled out.

Ian decided it was best to walk into the bedroom then yell through the house. He knew Kat probably would not have heard his reply. Ian entered the bedroom with his drink in hand. He could hear my moans of pleasure cumming from the bathroom. Ian set his drink on the nightstand and began to peel his clothes off leaving a trail behind. He entered the bathroom naked and erect.

“Baby I’m so close. Pleassse the waterrr.”

Ian turned the knobs shutting off the bidet. I stood up my legs shaky. Taking two steps towards the bathroom sink. I dripped a combination of water and dew from my Orchid all over the floor. I extended my arms placing my hands on the vanity counter. Now facing the mirror, Ian stood behind me. “Baby take me.” I cried.

I repositioned my arms, resting on my elbows, arched forward I spread my legs. Ian’s wide cock pushed against my enlarged lips. His slow thrusting movements took my breath away. I was in a state of sheer bliss. He slowly pulled back far enough for me to feel his corona rub against my swollen cunt. He then rubbed against my g-spot. “Aahhh Babbby Therrrre!” I exclaimed. He spread my ass cheeks apart and inserted his index finger. I shrieked in delight. My pussy clenched and twitched against his throbbing member. He continued to stroke my ass with his finger. He knew I was at the edge of cumming. “A fffewww morrre sttttrokesss…I’m cummingggggg!” Ian continued thrusting his pelvis. “Don’tt stopppp I’mmmmm cummming again!” I exclaimed.

I sensed him getting close to the edge of ecstasy. His momentum increased, thrusting his pelvis his schlong stroked me deep and fast. He loudly grunted. I felt his cock pulsate inside me, releasing his load in me. We were spent and satiated.

I stood upright turned my head to the left, as Ian leaned his head forward. Our lips met as we kissed passionately. We disengaged. I headed back to the bidet to rinse off. While Ian jumped into the shower. This was just the beginning of our evening at home.

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Stayed Tuned For More Adventures Of These Daredevils Of Deviance.

 

 

A Shattered Heart

A Shattered Heart

My Heart Aches With Every Beat,

As The Blood Pumped Throughout My Body Hurts.

The Pain Penetrates Me To My Inner Core.

The Tears I Shed Of A Shattered Heart.

I Keep Thinking This Can’t Be True,

I Thought it Was Understood,

That We Shared Everything As One

How Wrong I Was.

As This Broken Heart Continues To Bleed,

I Can Feel The Overwhelming Emotion

Slipping Into The Depths Of The Abyss.

My Gut Told Me So

I Knew In My Heart It To Be True

And Choose Not To Ask,

For Fear Of Accusation.

I Can’t Control The Bleeding

It’s To Deep

Only Time Will Heal

This Shattered Heart