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Poolside

Dinner was superb, the sensuality of the dishes served in combination with my heightened state of arousal was intoxicating. During dinner Chiaki ever so softly touched my hand that was resting on my lap, and smiled. She turned her head and whispered in my ear “I’m very aroused by your energies.” I was captivated. 

As our eyes met, our mutual deep gaze became mesmerizing. What was only momentary seemed timeless. Visions of her delicate petite flesh against mine bombarded my every thoughts. A spark of electricity zinged my now pulsating poonanie. I adjusted my seated position as the wetness from my panties only reinforced how deeply I wanted and desired her. 

My mind raced as if I was running to catch a train leaving the station. What did she just say? Did I hear her correctly? Is she bi-sexual like me? Did she prefer only women? Was she interested in men? In due time Kat, I told myself.

As we finished our dessert, our hostess Lena said “It’s a beautiful night would you like to have your after dinner drinks served poolside?” We all looked at each other and in unison replied “yes please.”

We courteously excused ourselves from the dinner table and walked through the glass door and outside. The shimmer of light that illuminated from the moon off the water, and balmy breeze was like a scene out of a romance novel. The poolside furniture was positioned in manner that an intimate conversation or the “Dance of Love” could take place without any disturbances from other guests or a surprise visitor.

Ian sat down on the loveseat across from Chiaki. I noticed Jake’s hand ever so gently brush against Ian’s leg. Ian and I made eye contact as we mutually acknowledged Jake’s motion, and simultaneously winked at each other.

Our hostess Lena arrived with our after dinner drinks, and a platter with a variety of fresh fruits.

Chiaki opened her clutch and removed her mobile phone. She repositioned herself facing towards me. With a glisten in her eye she smiled and asked “may I have your number? I would like very much for us to spend time together.” I smiled trying my damnedest not to look like the Cheshire cat “I would like that very much” as I gave her our number. 

Jake positioned himself on the love seat angled towards Ian, and said “I’m so glad to have met you and Kat this evening. I was starting to lose hope in finding like-minded companions.” “I know adult internet sites are not conducive to fostering real friendships, let alone anything enduring” Ian replied. As he leaned over and sipped at his single malt scotch. Ian placed his drink back on the table, looked at Chiaki and said “would you care to dance?” Chiaki turned and looked at me. I smiled and nodded. Ian stood and extended his right hand as Chiaki extended her right hand as she stood up. They walk closer to poolside. Ian placed his hands on her petite hips. She placed her arms around his neck. They danced slowly to the music playing in the background.

Jake smiled leaned over and picked up his bourbon. His mouth was sensual as he placed the glass up to his lips. I imagined how they would feel against mine. I began to fantasized him softly, and gently kissing my outer and inner lips as he dragged his tongue upon my erect clit. I had to reposition myself as my lace panties were wet.

Jake stood up and sat next to me positioning himself in my direction. He leaned forward and placed his drink on the table. I repositioned the pillows against my back. “Oh Kat I’m so glad I met you and Ian this evening.” I grinned as I said “we too are jazzed to have met you and Chiaki this evening.”

I peered just beyond Jake’s direction to watch Chiaki and Ian slow dance under the lite moon, it was quite romantic. A chill of excitement ran down my spine as I watched the man I’m deeply in love with dance closely with the Woman I deeply desired. I felt immensely tantalized. 

As Jake and I continued to talk he said “Kat I want to have a connection, a deep and meaningful relationship. I’m ready now my days of the club scene are over.” He continued “I want more than just a pal with whom I can enjoy a beer or a one night stand. Don’t get me wrong sometimes it’s nice to have raw animalistic sex with a complete stranger with no ties or commitments. While I have been speaking with you and Ian I feel a spiritual connection here and now it’s definitely deep and profound. I have not experienced this feeling of spiritual connection before.” 

“I do understand the feelings you expressed” as I looked intently into his eyes. “Jake…are you ready to accept unconditional love? To be appreciated for the person you are? There are no hidden agendas, everything is out in the open, no deceit, no lying. Are you ready to love and be loved unconditionally Jake?” I replied.

Stayed Tuned for more adventures of these Daredevils of Deviance.

 

 

A Loving Heart is the Truest Wisdom

A Loving Heart is the Truest Wisdom

Re-Blogged

*This post has been Changed from its Original Writting and Format*

Original Post by By Dan Chiras

 http://www.motherearthnews.com/natural-health/a-loving-heart-is-the-truest-wisdom.aspx#axzz2aOG6pNdR

One of the most important lesson I’ve learned in life, I learned from my Friend, Husband, Lover, and Playmate.

A quote from novelist Charles Dickens,  “A Loving Heart Is The Truest Wisdom.”  Although it seemed brilliant, and I was drawn to it, the quote created cognitive dissonance in me.

My logical mind said: How could A Loving Heart Be The Truest Wisdom?

Love is an emotion.

 Wisdom is a cerebral function, the antithesis of emotion.

Whereas love can be foolish and blind, even outright stupid, wisdom is intelligent, clear-eyed, and directed. Love happens; wisdom is gained through experiences that lead us to deeper understandings, to knowledge as to what is right and wrong. Wise individuals are guided by knowledge, not led down blind alleys by emotion. Wisdom and love could not be farther apart, which meant they could not be one and the same, as Dickens suggests.

Over a very short period of time, I began to realize that love and wisdom are related — very closely related. By my observations, and experiences positive and negative love can inform logic. It can make us Wiser.

As A Mother of 3 Adult Men. My Partner of 22 years of Marriage. a Wise, and Loving Man who has been around the block more times than I could count. I see with great Clarity that a Loving Heart is indeed the Truest form of Wisdom.

I began to understand the relationship between Love and Wisdom more deeply as I watched my Husband. Soul Provider to care for his family. Fantastic Father, and more importantly Friend to his Adult Children.

I can see in My Children’s eyes that they’re profoundly committed to their Dad. They’ve developed into Independent, and Responsible Young Adults in our society.  I’d like to believe that through our Inspiration and Love, our Children are the Wonderful People they are today.

It is now clear too me: if we Operate Out Of Love For Others, the Quality of our Lives can Soar to New Heights.

My Shattered Heart. The broken jagged pieces that saturated with blood have healed. As I choose to put the jagged pieces back together and replenish my blood supply. This process could not have happened if I did not have an Open Loving Heart.

Our lives are so much more Peaceful and Rewarding. We can overcome much Negativity. Although sometimes this process is easier said then done.

The Dali Lama spoke of the palliative benefits of Love when he wrote, “One can Overcome the Forces of Negative Emotions, like anger and hatred, by Cultivating their Counterforce, like Love and Compassion.”

I would like to share that I was unknowingly putting myself  in a very unpleasant position (for me emotionally). Being with Very, Very Unhappy People. They exhibited emotions from anger, to disrespect for one another, and discord within all of their relationships. They possessed extremely negative energies and their general outlook was of Misery. They had no ability to acknowledge or relish in Happiness. No matter how large or small by that gift that was given by An Open Loving Heart. By the time I left, I had hoped that the Love I Spread and Shared Selflessly may not have shown outwardly. In my Loving Wisdom, I’d hoped that the Love had seeped into some dark crack or crevice that has been Closed For So Long, that it would hopefully shine a Light.

On my own personal level, I have created a warm and sacred place where My Love flows Freely.

Let your Love for Others Reign Supreme.

Let your Love guide you on to a path that is simultaneously Fulfilling and Nurturing to those whose Lives Intersect Yours.