Posts Tagged ‘Pain & Heartbreak’

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My Dear Readers,

It’s been 1 year since I started my blog.

I would like to take this opportunity to Thank All the Wonderful Authors, Writers, and Bloggers that I have connected with within our community. A day doesn’t go by that I don’t think of everyone.

You Have All Touched My Life.

I have not posted nor been active in our community lately, and I would like to share why.

After having my lumbar spine fused with plates and screws in 2003. I was left with Intractable Lumbar Pain.

I have had an implanted pain pump for the last 10 years. My now 2nd pump battery was due to shut off at the end of January 2014.

Our medical insurance changed leaving me to pay out an outrageous deductible before any payment for medical services would be payed out at 80%.

As a result my pump shut off and I was placed on pain pills. There is a Significant difference having medication delivered directly into my spine to manage my pain and a pill.

This has left me depressed, in pain, and my quality of life has taken a downward spiral.

In January of this year I had a chest x-ray as part of pre-operative orders.

(this was before finding out the insurance coverage deductible)

I have Ground Glass Nodules, and a few masses throughout my lung fields.

I’m in the process of seeing a Pulmonologist.

I’m still left in the same position of not being able to have a lung biopsy due to the F$%*ing insurance.

I went from living for me a somewhat active life, to being completely sedentary,

Frustrated, and depressed.

Please know I miss reading and commenting on All Your Works of Art.

With Much Love to All My Friends,

Anastasia

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SHINE ON AWARD

Shine On Award

My Dear Friend, and Fellow Blogger Jon aka Writingthebody (writingthebody.wordpress.com)

has so Thoughtfully Gifted me with this Exquisite Award.

With Accepting this Gracious Award I must complete the following questions, and pass this Award to no more than 15 Blogger’s.

¬†Please answer the following questions, and¬†pass this Award on, to no more than 15 Blogger’s.

1.  Rank these kinds of weather from best to worst: Sunny and hot, misty and cold, rain and cool, snow, ice, windy

Rain & Cool/Windy/Misty & Cold/Sunny & Hot/Snow/Ice

2.  Do you like outdoor music festivals?

I’m in agreement with Writingthebody, I don’t care for them at all!

3.  Do you like drinking water?

Yes absolutely, with freshly squeezed lemon. So Yummy

4.  Favourite alcoholic drink

I don’t drink any alcoholic beverages, although if I do on a rare occasion. I would have to say Irish Cream on the rocks.

5.  Best drug experience

Cocaine, and Amphetamines

6.  Most fun while not taking anything

Spending “Private Time” with My Lover.

7.  Greatest sorrow

The death of my Brother “Robbie”. His life was taken at the young age of 14, in 1982 from Reye’s Syndrome

As much, as I would Love to pass this Award to ALL THE BLOGGER’S THAT I FOLLOW, I’m limited to 15.

CONGRATULATIONS TO THE FOLLOWING BLOGGER’S

1. DreamlandDancing http://dreamlanddancing.wordpress.com

Your Intellectual, Creative, and Thought Provoking writings Inspire Me.

2. Kelly (slavekelly) http://aprescriptionforslavery.com

Although we are traveling on different paths within our  journey to our Enlightenment. We have a Bond & Sisterly Connection that is Dear to my Heart, that I will Always Treasure.

3. Gabriel http://beatensub.wordpress.com

I admire your Strength & Courage. Your writing’s consisting of Emotional Pain, Heartbreak, and Heartache and are to be commended

4. Alice http://aliceinwunderland41.wordpress.com

I Admire your writings of your transformation from “Vanilla” ¬†to your submissive role within the BDSM lifestyle.

5. DominatSoul http://dominantsoul.wordpress.com

Your writings on Intimacy, Sensuality, and all your topics on How To: has Definitely Enlightened My Sexuality and Sensuality.

6. Man Behind The Steel Mask http://manbehindthesteelmask.wordpress.com

Perhaps One day the Man Behind  The Mask Will Reveal Himself

7. The Wistful Sinner http://thewistfulsinner.wordpress.com

Who could ask for anything better, than your delightfully dirty posting’s

8.Kayla Lords http://kaylalords.wordpress.com

Thank you Kayla for ALL your AMAZING POST’S on A Sexual Being, and e[lust]¬†:The only place where the smartest and hottest sex bloggers are featured under one roof every month. How Awesome is that site to visit : ).

9. Harsh Reality aka http://aopinionatedman.com

I Love Your I Don’t Give A #$%* Attitude

10.Mari’Mar¬†http://unravelingmarimar.wordpress.com

You offer a variety of posting’s within the submissive lifestyle. I enjoy your Blog’s very much.

11.Thoughts Of A Lunatic http://thoughtsofalunatic.com

I Love your writings, Real Life.

12. The Adventures of Little Panda http://daddyspanda.wordpress.com

I enjoy your posting’s on your submissive relationship.

13. A Dissolute Life Means.. http://adissolutelifemeans.com

Hy, I adore your starting Boob Day. Who doesn’t enjoy looking at great Breast’s : )

14. Growing Up Little http://growinguplittle.wordpress.com

Your informative posting on book reviews, and sharing your discoveries is greatly appreciated from this follower.

15 Sub-Odyssey http://subodyssey.wordpress.com

I admire your writing’s, about your experience’s as a submissive within the BDSM lifestyle.