Posts Tagged ‘Share Ups & Downs’

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My Dear Readers,

It’s been 1 year since I started my blog.

I would like to take this opportunity to Thank All the Wonderful Authors, Writers, and Bloggers that I have connected with within our community. A day doesn’t go by that I don’t think of everyone.

You Have All Touched My Life.

I have not posted nor been active in our community lately, and I would like to share why.

After having my lumbar spine fused with plates and screws in 2003. I was left with Intractable Lumbar Pain.

I have had an implanted pain pump for the last 10 years. My now 2nd pump battery was due to shut off at the end of January 2014.

Our medical insurance changed leaving me to pay out an outrageous deductible before any payment for medical services would be payed out at 80%.

As a result my pump shut off and I was placed on pain pills. There is a Significant difference having medication delivered directly into my spine to manage my pain and a pill.

This has left me depressed, in pain, and my quality of life has taken a downward spiral.

In January of this year I had a chest x-ray as part of pre-operative orders.

(this was before finding out the insurance coverage deductible)

I have Ground Glass Nodules, and a few masses throughout my lung fields.

I’m in the process of seeing a Pulmonologist.

I’m still left in the same position of not being able to have a lung biopsy due to the F$%*ing insurance.

I went from living for me a somewhat active life, to being completely sedentary,

Frustrated, and depressed.

Please know I miss reading and commenting on All Your Works of Art.

With Much Love to All My Friends,

Anastasia

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The Gods And Goddesses Had A Plan

The Gods And Goddesses Had A Plan

The Gods & Goddesses had a plan

When their Spirits crossed Paths by affiliation

Those above Pointed at Her as she entered into the glass door

and then Pointed at Him as he stood by the counter

It was at that Time

Their Eyes met and it was

Love At First Sight

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The Gods & Goddesses had a plan

they brought this Man and Woman

Together.

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The Gods & Goddesses had a plan

They shall bear Children Together

they shall live Their Lives

they will share many Ups & Downs

When They were Ready to Dissolve

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The Gods & Goddesses had a Plan

To bring this Man,ÔÇ»and this Woman

back Together as Equals and in

Love.

As Time is Infinite

So is Their Love

They Share

They Feel

They Express to One Another

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The Gods & Goddesses Had it Planned All Along.