There She Was Right Before Me

I had Envisioned meeting Her

for Oh so long.

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She Was Her Own Woman.

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She possessed Everything I had Imagined.

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We Connected, and Bonded

it was meant to be.

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She was Bent, not Broken

just like me.

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She Trusted, and Shared

the Spark

between Us was visibly there.

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He entered the room smiling

as we lay there before him,

knowing she had met her match.

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We playfully Seduced

his Mind, Body, and Soul.

As we Shared our

new-found Discovery of each other.

A Very Special Thank You To Jayne of Diary Incarnate: Liebster Award 🏆

I have been presented this Prestigious Award by Jayne of Dairy Incarnate http://jayneayres.wordpress.com

The dictionary definition of Thank You: a polite expression used when acknowledging a gift, service, or compliment, or accepting or refusing an offer.

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My Friend, My Fellow Sister, Jayne;

Thank You doesn’t express the Gratitude I feel by Your Gift and Friendship.

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 Here are the rules:

1. Thank the person who nominated you and post a link to their blog on your blog.✔️

2. Display the award on your blog by including it in your post and/or displaying it using a “widget” or a “gadget”.✔️

3. Answer 11 questions about yourself which will be provided to you by the person who nominated you.✔️

                                                                             4. Provide 11 random facts about yourself.✔️

5. Nominate 5 – 11 blogs you feel deserve this award, who have less than 1000 followers.✔️

6. Create a new list of questions for the blogger to answer. ✔️

7. List these rules on your post.✔️

Once you have written published it, you then have to:

8. Inform people/blogs that they have been nominated for the Liebster Award and provide a link for them to your post so they can learn about it (they might not have heard of it!) ✔️

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Questions By Jayne:

  1. Do you collect anything and what is it?  Yes. Angels, Fairies, Cats, Metaphysical related tools i.e. Crystals & Stones, Herbs, Candles, Books.

2. What trait do you have that irritates other people? Mmmm.. I know what traits I have that Irritates Hubby and the Kids. Without sounded like the “Perfect Angel” I really can’t recall anyone ever saying “When you do xxx that irritates me.”  When I’m frustrated (which seems to be an ongoing feeling) about let say the phone bill. I’ll call and express my displeasure of the service or charge. I may initially exhibit a tone in my voice, and by the end of the call I will apologize to the representative for sounding kurt or rude after they have been patient and courteous with me.

3. What type of person are you at a friendly party? Is this a Swinger’s Party, a Casual Get Together, or Family Related?  I would say I’m out going. I will walk up to a guest and introduce myself, and start a conversation.

4.  What would you do if you knew you couldn’t fail? 1. I want to drift http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Drifting_(motorsport) our 300Z at high speeds on a mountain along a winding road that over looks the ocean. Failing would be loosing control and driving over the side and ending up on the “Other Side”. (We don’t live where there are mountains, although I do live very close to the ocean without the narrow winding road)

2. Intentionally be defibrillated http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Defibrillate go into cardiac arrest to visit the “Other Side”, and then be successfully resuscitated without any complication or injury to my heart or brain. To experience the journey of death, and be able to share my experience when I return to this dimension.

5.  What sense would you give up if you had to? I’m a smoker so sadly my sense of Taste and Smell is not that of one who has never smoked. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taste. Sorry didn’t really answer the question…

6.  What was your favorite toy when you were a little kid? Colorforms http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Colorforms Love Dolls http://www.barbigirl.com/love.htm Mattel Sunshine Family Dolls http://www.dollreference.com/mattel_sunshine_happy_family_dolls.html

7. Do you have a weird memory from when you were a kid?  Sharing Very Personal Info: When I was 8 or 9 I was inappropriately touched and had another sexual act done to me, not penetration. This inappropriate behavior was by a neighbor who was then had to be in his 50’s, and lived in the same apartment complex.  I knew it wasn’t right but I remember it felt good. After that occurred I made a point to never see this man again. I never told my parents. Weirdly, I don’t consider myself to have been molested, or sexually assaulted. This never affected my sexuality, relationships nor my self-esteem.

8. Do you believe that open toed high heels are inappropriate attire for a female to wear to work? No. I personally don’t care for wearing any open toe style shoes.

9. Do you know or have you heard of any women that wake up and pee in the shower when they are  getting “dressed and ready” in the morning? Yes Me, when Hubby is on the Throne, and I can’t make it to the 2nd bathroom. 

10. Can you tell me about one of the most beautiful vistas you have ever seen? Many, many, many moons ago. One night while driving home from visiting the Chicago Aquarium. We were listening to N.P.R. http://www.npr.org there were no other radio stations other than religious or country music available. As we began to listen to this incredible music by Hearts Of Space. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hearts_of_space. We entered into a Lightening Storm. As the music played the night sky lit from one horizon to another. We had entered into a dimension where music and energy were in rhythm. We were in awe by listening to the music while being treated to this light show provided by the universe. Words can’t possibly describe this Once In A Life Time Experience. To have seen the Intensity of this Light show in combination with the most beautiful musical accompaniment was beyond seeing any laser/music show.

     I don’t recall the title of the song we listened to that night. I wanted to share a piece of this beautiful music.

11. If you could instantly have another education and full range of knowledge about a subject mater that would put you in a career you can’t have right this moment, what would it be? Law to attain my degree as an Attorney, and then to retain a seat as Circuit Judge.

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11 Random Facts About Me

1. I enjoy Connecting and Interacting with the Blogger’s, Writer’s, and Author’s in our community.

2. I believe there is a “Spiritual Life” after death, and our Loved Ones that have passed over Watch, Protect and Guide us.

3. I see images of people, animals, eyes, and orbs in  “everyday” photos.

4. I’m seeking a “Female Lover” for us to have a “Triad” marital relationship.

5. In a year (I) We will be  “Empty Nest” Parents. I’m feeling a lot of mixed emotions. I’m savoring every minute of time I have left with our youngest, feeling very sad, and enlightened that Hubby and I will venture into the next phase of our lives. (and be able to express myself vocally in the heat of passion without a bang on the wall)

6. I’m frustrated about My Life and not being able to Live it to the Fullest. (Pain management issues)

7. Although our marital  journey has had many ups and downs, after 24 years we are Deeply In Love with each other.

8. I’m Truly Married to My Soul Mate.

9. The medications I take numb my ability to venture into my creative mind, and that Frustrates Me.

10. I wished I had the gift of writing like All of the Amazing People I follow.

11. I’m a “sucker” for the reality show on Bravo  “The Housewives of N.Y.”, Orange County, B.H., and N.J.

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And The Award Goes To:

Tag! You’re It! Pass it on or simply enjoy, as if it were a box of Godiva Chocolates.

Arianna of http://vilesarianna.wordpress.com

Killingdanse of http://perfectioninmadness.com

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Alice of http://dirtygirl69.com

Jennifer of http://jennifunzing.wordpress.com

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KDaddy of http://kdaddy23.wordpress.com

Steve & 1Hotwife of http://lovesmallpenis.wordpress.com

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H.H. & Lola of http://mysexlifewithlola.com

Master & Princess of http://rubbersubmission.wordpress.com

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The Elite Vixens of http://thevixens.wordpress.com

John of http://writingthebody.wordpress.com

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Fatal of http://yougotomyhead.wordpress.com

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Per The Rules I’m to Create 10 Questions For Those I Have Awarded:

1. If you could be any animal, what animal would you be ?

2. If You acquired a boat what would You name her?

3. What is your favorite smell?

4. Would you ever live outside your comfort zone for 30 days? (whatever that interpretation means to you. i.e. no technology, no television, living in a shelter or without electricity) Please Share

5. Do you have any phobias?

6. What’s the Most dangerous thing You have done?

7. What is your Astrological sign, and do you feel you possess those characteristics?

8. Do you believe that the color of a room affects your mood? What color(s) soothes you.

9. Do you donate blood?

10. If you could be the opposite sex for 30 days would you?

Happy Anniversary: My 1st Year

 

My Dear Readers,

It’s been 1 year since I started my blog.

I would like to take this opportunity to Thank All the Wonderful Authors, Writers, and Bloggers that I have connected with within our community. A day doesn’t go by that I don’t think of everyone.

You Have All Touched My Life.

I have not posted nor been active in our community lately, and I would like to share why.

After having my lumbar spine fused with plates and screws in 2003. I was left with Intractable Lumbar Pain.

I have had an implanted pain pump for the last 10 years. My now 2nd pump battery was due to shut off at the end of January 2014.

Our medical insurance changed leaving me to pay out an outrageous deductible before any payment for medical services would be payed out at 80%.

As a result my pump shut off and I was placed on pain pills. There is a Significant difference having medication delivered directly into my spine to manage my pain and a pill.

This has left me depressed, in pain, and my quality of life has taken a downward spiral.

In January of this year I had a chest x-ray as part of pre-operative orders.

(this was before finding out the insurance coverage deductible)

I have Ground Glass Nodules, and a few masses throughout my lung fields.

I’m in the process of seeing a Pulmonologist.

I’m still left in the same position of not being able to have a lung biopsy due to the F$%*ing insurance.

I went from living for me a somewhat active life, to being completely sedentary,

Frustrated, and depressed.

Please know I miss reading and commenting on All Your Works of Art.

With Much Love to All My Friends,

Anastasia

Listen To Your Heart: Your Body says Yes, but your Brain says No

When your body says yes,

but your brain says no,

listen to your heart.

If your mouth says yes,

but your heart says no

listen to your heart.

If your heart says yes,

your body will follow.

Follow your heart.

It cannot rationalize.

It doesn’t reason,

and is heedless

of excuses.

Your heart will give you strength

when your body is weak.

Your heart does not need to fear.

Follow your heart.

If your heart says no,

trust your feelings.

The heart understands

what the mind

can never comprehend.

Trust your heart

to be your compass.

Your heart knows the way

even when your brain gets lost.

Be good to your heart.

Your Heart Loves You

even when it seems

like no one else does.

Your heart will teach you

how to love yourself

in order to be able

to love another

completely and unselfishly

and without reservation.

When you Love Yourself

the others will follow.

Trust your heart.

Listen to your heart.

Follow your heart.

Every time it breaks

it gets a little bigger,

and gets a little stronger,

and you become more fearless.

Open up your heart.

Your heart will set you free.

If your heart says Yes….

Follow your heart

Always.

The Cat Found Her Mouse, The Dog Found His Bone: The Dinner Party: #6 of 7: On Our Way Home

🔞  Warning Mature Content 🔞

Explicit Sexual Words & Themes

On Our Way Home

After our passionate kiss Ian opened the passenger door. I entered and sat in the car. Ian walked around the car opened and entered into the driver seat. Before engaging our seat belts we mutually turned and faced one another. We gazed deeply into the windows of our souls. In unison we leaned inward. Our upper bodies connected. My breasts compressed firmly against Ian’s chest, whilst my nipples became erect rubbing against him. My left arm extended cradling the back of his neck with my hand. My right hand delicately caressing the right side of his face. His arms encircled me snugly. Our lips met as our mouths parted open, his moistened tongue softly enters me as my tongue greeted his with much excitement.

Within moments are tongues were entwined swirling back and forth within our mouths. Ian repositioned himself in the driver’s seat. Keeping one arm around me, and the other while slipping underneath my top and unhooked my front fastened bra. (Aahhh my breast are free) His warm soft hand gently cupped each breast. His fingertips gently rubbed against one nipple, then the other. My right hand slowly works its way down from his cheek, then neck where I unbuttoned his shirt and slide my hand through lightly caressing his chest. Our tongues darted and dance with delight. My breath was quick and sharp, my cunt whet and wanting. I slid my hand underneath his pants and boxers. My palm rested on top of the head of his glistening cock. I moved my fingers up and down the top portion of his shaft. Ian moved his hand slowly and methodically down until he reached the bottom of my skirt that he lifted upwards exposing my panties. With fervor his fingers pull the front of my laced panties taking access to my wanting Flower that is moist with essence.

I slowly leaned my head backwards breaking our kiss. “Honey I think we should start the engine and head home Now.” “I agree ” Ian replied. We repositioned ourselves and fastened our seat belts. Ian turned the key and started the engine. He drove out from the parking spot. I asked “Did you enjoy dancing with Chiaki?” He turned his head and smiled exhibiting a mischievous expression. Then turned and focused on the road.

“Yes I did.”

“I saw you cupping her ass.”

“Yes.”

“How did it feel in your hands?”

“Nice…small, well-rounded and tight.” 

“I bet it would feel good to hold as you thrusted her?”

“ I like the way you think Sweetheart.”

“Did she react?”

“I’m sensing she enjoyed what I was doing.”

“Oh how?”

“I could feel her slightly push her pelvis against me”

“I have no doubt that gave you a hard on.”

“Yes… it did.”

“I’m sure she liked what she felt. I’m getting hot just hearing about it. Did she touch your cock?”

“No.”

“I wonder why?”

“Maybe she didn’t want to seem to eager.”

“Maybe..”

“I saw Jake kiss you.”

“Yes…he did.”

“What was it like?”

“Soft and gentle. No tongue .”

“Well I’m sure he was being a gentleman.”

“Yes he was.”

“Did you check out his cock?

“Honey…of course I did.”

“And?”

“From the bulge I saw he looked to be quite endowed.”

“What gives you that impression?”

“Well I’m pretty sure he had an erection.”

“Why?”

“When he leaned back to get his phone from out of his pocket, his schlong was positioned upward and the fabric of his pants gave a nice defined outline”

“Coming from you that doesn’t surprise me. From your past experiences you generally seem to attract well hung men.”

“Yeah I guess I’m lucky in that sense Honey. I’m met and married you. You know Jake asked about you?”

“Oh what did he ask about?”

“He expressed his desire to do Very Dirty and Nasty things to you.”

“Oh.. what did you say?”

“I saw the three of us, and the two of you, and then me directing the two of you jumping in and out as I please.”

“Did you have an opportunity to touch Chiaki’s tits?”

“I did.”

“Tell me how did she respond?”

“As I brought my hand up near her chest she positioned herself allowing me to feel them.”

“Honey.. please be more specific. Did you feel her tits over her dress, or under the dress over the bra? Or directly under her bra?”

“Directly under her bra.”  Ian paused for just a moment.

“Honey..…”

“Hang on sweetheart, the phone is vibrating.”  Ian reached for his cell phone in his shirt pocket. “Hello. Hi how are you? We had a wonderful time too. I gently nudged his right arm attempting to get his attention. Ian raised his index finger on his right hand off the steering wheel. Motioning to wait a second. “We are pulling in the driveway now. Okay sounds great I’ll talk to you then.”

“Who was calling?”

Stayed Tuned for more adventures of these Daredevils of Deviance.

 

The Cat Found Her Mouse, The Dog Found His Bone: The Dinner Party: #4 of 7: Having A Wonderful Time

🔞Warning Mature Content🔞

Explicit Sexual Words & Themes

Having A Wonderful Time

“Yes very much Kat” he said, as he leaned over and encircled me in his arms. Wafts of his cologne permeated my senses as I breathed. My tits rubbed against his muscular chest. (Aah it felt so good). I felt my nipples getting hard. ( I wanted him to pinch and squeeze them right then and there). 

(In a split second I was watching a movie in my mind’s eye of him standing in front of me slowly unbuttoning my blouse as he kisses me passionately. He slowly kissed and nibbled his way down my neck. Aah it gave me shivers all over my body. I was so aroused. I envisioned we were in my bedroom.)

(His soft masculine hands caressed and messaged my tits as he reach my hard nipples. He squeezed, pulled, bit, and suckled on them. With his index finger he lightly made a circular motion clockwise from my chest to just below my bellybutton.)

(The sensations were exhilarating. I could feel an intense energy radiate from my now throbbing wet beaver. He was in no rush and took his time to bring me up to a level of sexual arousal that when I reached, I notoriously wanted to be penetrated. Not this time he put me in my place as I found myself begging. My clit was enlarged to the point that it poked outward. As my twat throbbed and ached to be touched, licked and kissed.)

(His gentle swirling touch descended down encircling my mons that generated a heat from me that could be felt by just placing a hand near my muff. My body twitched and quivered in sheer delight. I pleaded with him. “Please, Please I can’t take it anymore.” He said “you have no choice.” The sounds that escaped my mouth were obscure.)

(He stood in front of me removed his tie and slowly unbuttoned his shirt. He then slowly bent over kissed me passionately and placed his tie around my eyes securing it behind my head. I was sightless. Ohh how I wanted to look at his young masculine physique. I could hear him unbuckle his belt. “Extend your arms” he exclaimed.) 

(He wrapped his belt snugly around my wrists. I had lost my sense of touch. I wanted desperately to run my fingers up and down his well-built chest, and dig my nails in his back as he brought me to orgasm.)

(I could hear movement “lift your hips” he said assertively. Bending my knees I raised my hips as high as I could. Pillows were placed under them my knees still bent. My snatch was now facing upward. He wrapped and secured the leather restraint around each ankle. I could hear the chains rattling ohh goodie I thought he found them, and knew what the exposed eyelets in the ceiling joists were used for. He then fastened the clasp to the eyelets in the ceiling. As I heard each click the chains began to raise my ankles high in the air.)

(He was methodical in his movement, he stroked my face lovingly as he gently angled my head to the side. He leaned over nibbled and licked my ear lobes slowly working his way to my neck savoring it like his last meal. He repositioned my head as his sensual lips met mine. Our tongues danced and darted with delight. Jake placed his right hand on my throat while his left index finger slowly swirled around each boob and protruding nipple. I began to pant, his finger moved slow and rhythmically down my stomach as he maintained pressure on my throat. Swirling and swirling until he reached my blooming Orchid. He repositioned himself between my quivering legs, and with both index fingers he outlined my protruding clit ever so gently as warm nectar flowed continually from my Flower.)

(He outlined my petals that pulsated and blushed in delight. He stopped for a moment and took pleasure in how beautiful my Flower Bloomed.“Please, Please” I begged. “If you don’t stop begging me I will draw this out even longer” he proclaimed. Our eyes met as I nodded. He gently kissed my pussy starting at the mons working his way downward to my protruding clit where he slowly licked, lapped and kissed. Unintelligible sounds spilled out of my mouth as I began to gasp and drool in sheer bliss.)

(He gently inserted his middle and ring finger into my drenched poonanie, as his tongue danced with delight on the head of my enlarged rose bud. The chains rustled as my legs quivered uncontrollably. Wave after wave of pure Ecstasy over took my body, and mind. He sensed I was near orgasm by the twitching and clenching of my cunt.)

(His lengthy breadth erect cock glistens as it continued to oozed his essence. I wanted desperately to taste him… I knew better. He was in control.)

(The head of his thick wide cock snugly entered my saturated snatch. As he stroked me deeply, he leaned forward placing his hand firmly on my throat. Each stroke was methodical. Slow and deep, pulling back just enough to feel the edges of the head of his cock rub against my outer petals. Wave after wave of pure bliss over took my body. I could not, and was not in control. This was something I had not experienced.)

(I Let go….) 

(Screams vigorously exited my mouth with delight. As we gazed lovingly into each others eyes. Jake’s rhythmic motion began to quicken with every spam and contraction of climax I had. His fervent thrusts brought him to spurt in tempo. We held each other closely as our bodies intertwined exchanging our energy.)

“Kat..Kat..” he said as he placed his hand on my shoulder. “Sorry Jake…I think my irish cream went right to my head” as I grinned wickedly. “That is exactly what I want. A connection that is based on love, passion, and open communication. I’m so tired of playing games.”

I then immediately became aware that my rose bud was erect, and my flower was in full bloom as I had released nectar on my laced panties. (Kat… the voice in my head said“timing is everything, and when its meant to be it will happen.”)

                     Stayed Tuned for more adventures of these Daredevils of Deviance.

 

Soul Mates

His hands gently

Touch

my skin

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His lips gently

Touch

mine

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His spirit

Touches

my

Heart & Soul

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Our Spirits

summons those unseen

to

Touch

Our Souls

Dedicated To My Friend, Lover and Soul Mate

Inner Peace Award

Inner Peace Award

The Wonderful White Pearl: http://foodpeopleloveandstuff.wordpress.com

Touched My Heart by nominating me with this Beautiful Award.

Please stop on over and check out her Blog site.

My Dear Friend White Pearl,

 I’m Honored, Touched and Flattered by your Thoughtfulness and Generosity.

I Graciously accept this Heart Felt Award.

May All Your Days Be Filled With Joy and Happiness.