I had Envisioned meeting Her
for Oh so long.
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She Was Her Own Woman.
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She possessed Everything I had Imagined.
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We Connected, and Bonded
it was meant to be.
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She was Bent, not Broken
just like me.
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She Trusted, and Shared
the Spark
between Us was visibly there.
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He entered the room smiling
as we lay there before him,
knowing she had met her match.
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We playfully Seduced
his Mind, Body, and Soul.
As we Shared our
new-found Discovery of each other.
I have been presented this Prestigious Award by Jayne of Dairy Incarnate http://jayneayres.wordpress.com
The dictionary definition of Thank You: a polite expression used when acknowledging a gift, service, or compliment, or accepting or refusing an offer.
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My Friend, My Fellow Sister, Jayne;
Thank You doesn’t express the Gratitude I feel by Your Gift and Friendship.
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Here are the rules:
1. Thank the person who nominated you and post a link to their blog on your blog.✔️
2. Display the award on your blog by including it in your post and/or displaying it using a “widget” or a “gadget”.✔️
3. Answer 11 questions about yourself which will be provided to you by the person who nominated you.✔️
4. Provide 11 random facts about yourself.✔️
5. Nominate 5 – 11 blogs you feel deserve this award, who have less than 1000 followers.✔️
6. Create a new list of questions for the blogger to answer. ✔️
7. List these rules on your post.✔️
Once you have written published it, you then have to:
8. Inform people/blogs that they have been nominated for the Liebster Award and provide a link for them to your post so they can learn about it (they might not have heard of it!) ✔️
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Questions By Jayne:
1. Do you collect anything and what is it? Yes. Angels, Fairies, Cats, Metaphysical related tools i.e. Crystals & Stones, Herbs, Candles, Books.
2. What trait do you have that irritates other people? Mmmm.. I know what traits I have that Irritates Hubby and the Kids. Without sounded like the “Perfect Angel” I really can’t recall anyone ever saying “When you do xxx that irritates me.” When I’m frustrated (which seems to be an ongoing feeling) about let say the phone bill. I’ll call and express my displeasure of the service or charge. I may initially exhibit a tone in my voice, and by the end of the call I will apologize to the representative for sounding kurt or rude after they have been patient and courteous with me.
3. What type of person are you at a friendly party? Is this a Swinger’s Party, a Casual Get Together, or Family Related? I would say I’m out going. I will walk up to a guest and introduce myself, and start a conversation.
4. What would you do if you knew you couldn’t fail? 1. I want to drift http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Drifting_(motorsport) our 300Z at high speeds on a mountain along a winding road that over looks the ocean. Failing would be loosing control and driving over the side and ending up on the “Other Side”. (We don’t live where there are mountains, although I do live very close to the ocean without the narrow winding road)
2. Intentionally be defibrillated http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Defibrillate go into cardiac arrest to visit the “Other Side”, and then be successfully resuscitated without any complication or injury to my heart or brain. To experience the journey of death, and be able to share my experience when I return to this dimension.
5. What sense would you give up if you had to? I’m a smoker so sadly my sense of Taste and Smell is not that of one who has never smoked. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taste. Sorry didn’t really answer the question…
6. What was your favorite toy when you were a little kid? Colorforms http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Colorforms Love Dolls http://www.barbigirl.com/love.htm Mattel Sunshine Family Dolls http://www.dollreference.com/mattel_sunshine_happy_family_dolls.html
7. Do you have a weird memory from when you were a kid? Sharing Very Personal Info: When I was 8 or 9 I was inappropriately touched and had another sexual act done to me, not penetration. This inappropriate behavior was by a neighbor who was then had to be in his 50’s, and lived in the same apartment complex. I knew it wasn’t right but I remember it felt good. After that occurred I made a point to never see this man again. I never told my parents. Weirdly, I don’t consider myself to have been molested, or sexually assaulted. This never affected my sexuality, relationships nor my self-esteem.
8. Do you believe that open toed high heels are inappropriate attire for a female to wear to work? No. I personally don’t care for wearing any open toe style shoes.
9. Do you know or have you heard of any women that wake up and pee in the shower when they are getting “dressed and ready” in the morning? Yes Me, when Hubby is on the Throne, and I can’t make it to the 2nd bathroom.
10. Can you tell me about one of the most beautiful vistas you have ever seen? Many, many, many moons ago. One night while driving home from visiting the Chicago Aquarium. We were listening to N.P.R. http://www.npr.org there were no other radio stations other than religious or country music available. As we began to listen to this incredible music by Hearts Of Space. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hearts_of_space. We entered into a Lightening Storm. As the music played the night sky lit from one horizon to another. We had entered into a dimension where music and energy were in rhythm. We were in awe by listening to the music while being treated to this light show provided by the universe. Words can’t possibly describe this Once In A Life Time Experience. To have seen the Intensity of this Light show in combination with the most beautiful musical accompaniment was beyond seeing any laser/music show. 
I don’t recall the title of the song we listened to that night. I wanted to share a piece of this beautiful music.
11. If you could instantly have another education and full range of knowledge about a subject mater that would put you in a career you can’t have right this moment, what would it be? Law to attain my degree as an Attorney, and then to retain a seat as Circuit Judge.
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11 Random Facts About Me
1. I enjoy Connecting and Interacting with the Blogger’s, Writer’s, and Author’s in our community.
2. I believe there is a “Spiritual Life” after death, and our Loved Ones that have passed over Watch, Protect and Guide us.
3. I see images of people, animals, eyes, and orbs in “everyday” photos.
4. I’m seeking a “Female Lover” for us to have a “Triad” marital relationship.
5. In a year (I) We will be “Empty Nest” Parents. I’m feeling a lot of mixed emotions. I’m savoring every minute of time I have left with our youngest, feeling very sad, and enlightened that Hubby and I will venture into the next phase of our lives. (and be able to express myself vocally in the heat of passion without a bang on the wall)
6. I’m frustrated about My Life and not being able to Live it to the Fullest. (Pain management issues)
7. Although our marital journey has had many ups and downs, after 24 years we are Deeply In Love with each other.
8. I’m Truly Married to My Soul Mate.
9. The medications I take numb my ability to venture into my creative mind, and that Frustrates Me.
10. I wished I had the gift of writing like All of the Amazing People I follow.
11. I’m a “sucker” for the reality show on Bravo “The Housewives of N.Y.”, Orange County, B.H., and N.J.
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And The Award Goes To:
Tag! You’re It! Pass it on or simply enjoy, as if it were a box of Godiva Chocolates.
Arianna of http://vilesarianna.wordpress.com
Killingdanse of http://perfectioninmadness.com
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Alice of http://dirtygirl69.com
Jennifer of http://jennifunzing.wordpress.com
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KDaddy of http://kdaddy23.wordpress.com
Steve & 1Hotwife of http://lovesmallpenis.wordpress.com
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H.H. & Lola of http://mysexlifewithlola.com
Master & Princess of http://rubbersubmission.wordpress.com
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The Elite Vixens of http://thevixens.wordpress.com
John of http://writingthebody.wordpress.com
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Fatal of http://yougotomyhead.wordpress.com
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Per The Rules I’m to Create 10 Questions For Those I Have Awarded:
1. If you could be any animal, what animal would you be ?
2. If You acquired a boat what would You name her?
3. What is your favorite smell?
4. Would you ever live outside your comfort zone for 30 days? (whatever that interpretation means to you. i.e. no technology, no television, living in a shelter or without electricity) Please Share
5. Do you have any phobias?
6. What’s the Most dangerous thing You have done?
7. What is your Astrological sign, and do you feel you possess those characteristics?
8. Do you believe that the color of a room affects your mood? What color(s) soothes you.
9. Do you donate blood?
10. If you could be the opposite sex for 30 days would you?
Good Vibrations began celebrating National Masturbation Month in 1995! Earlier that year, then-Surgeon General Dr. Joycelyn Elders was fired for saying that masturbation should be discussed as part of young peoples’ sex education. We were astounded. It was one of the most sensible things we’d ever heard a government official say — and it cost Elders her job! We started National Masturbation Month — now International Masturbation Month with people celebrating across the globe! — to raise awareness and to highlight the importance of masturbation for nearly everyone: it’s safe, it’s healthy, it’s free, it’s pleasurable and it helps people get to know their bodies and their sexual responses. Of all the kinds of sex people can have, masturbation is the most universal and important, yet few people talk about it freely — worse, many people still feel it is “second best” or problematic in some way. Masturbation Month lets us emphasize how great it is: it’s natural, common and fun!
Because “the merry, merry month of May” has long been seen as symbolizing sexual awakening. Also, because “May” and “masturbation” both start with “M” — it’s nice and alliterative.
More articles about self-love:
*Advanced Masturbation Techniques for Men
http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=advanced-masturbation-techniques-for-men
http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=masturbation-hall-of-fame
http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=how-to-choose-a-vibrator
http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=How-To-Choose-A-Dildo
http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=How-To-Enjoy-Anal-Sex
http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=How-To-Female-Ejaculate
http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=735
http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=what-is-an-orgas
*Masturbation Toy Shopping Guide
http://www.goodvibes.com/display_category.jhtml?id=catalog70002_cat33920
Almost everyone masturbates, but all too few of us are willing to admit to enjoying this simple pleasure — mostly because of the taboo against masturbation in our society, which has its roots in historical misconceptions that have survived to the present day. Concerns about masturbation tend to fall into two general categories: that masturbation is dangerously wasteful or that it’s immature. The notion that masturbation is wasteful springs from the widespread misconception that men have a finite allotment of sperm and that every ejaculation depletes precious semen, resulting in exhaustion and weakness. Although women don’t produce semen, it was once believed that masturbation was similarly destructive and debilitating to them. The belief that masturbation is such a dangerous drain on energy that it can lead to enfeeblement, illness and ultimately insanity was so persistent in 18th, 19th and even 20th century Europe and America that treatments for preventing masturbation became something of an obsession.
Turn-of-the-century magazines featured advertisements for penile rings which were spiked on the inside so that if the wearer experienced an erection during the course of the night, he’d wake from the pain. Bondage belts, restraints, straitjackets, cauterizing irons and even clitoridectomy (the surgical excision of the clitoris) were all methods used to prevent young women from masturbating. American health reformers of the 19th century preached, as in these words from John Kellogg, that masturbation was “the vilest, the basest and the most degrading act that a human being can commit.”
Although most men and women today are aware that masturbation isn’t a “degrading act,” many are still constrained by the notion that it’s a selfish, immature activity or a second-rate substitute for partner sex. We live in a society in which sexual expression has always been legislated and restricted and the pursuit of pure pleasure is frequently condemned as selfish and childish. A lot of people who consider themselves free of sexual hang-ups have simply rewritten the equation “sex is only good if it involves procreation” to “sex is only good if it involves two loving people.” The fact that masturbation is a pleasurable end in itself gets short shrift in mainstream sex manuals, which focus on masturbation as a useful tool in the building of a better sex life with one’s partner. While it’s certainly true that masturbation provides valuable information about your own and your partners’ sexual responses, masturbation is much more than a means to the exalted end of better partner sex. Masturbation is our first sexual activity, a natural source of pleasure that’s available to us throughout our lives, and a unique form of creative self-expression. Each time you masturbate, you’re celebrating your sexuality and your innate capacity for pleasure, so give yourself a hand!
While giving yourself pleasure may seem as natural as taking a breath, masturbation is by no means a widely accepted form of sexual activity. Today, in many parts of the world (including the U.S.) children are punished if they are caught masturbating, which can affect their sexuality for the rest of their lives. Adults in cultures across the globe are presented with heterosexual marriage as the only acceptable form of sexual expression. Masturbation is not honored as an important form of safer sex, much less as a way a person can love herself, learn about himself, or exercise, as one wonderful Chinese euphemism puts it, “self-comfort.”
Masturbation can be a radical act, and the culture that suppresses masturbation may suppress many other personal freedoms as well. While celebrating Masturbation Month and doing your part to bring self-love out of the closet, keep in mind that erotic freedom is essential to true well-being, everywhere.
* Copied Directly From http://www.goodvibes.com/content.jhtml?id=masturbation-month-facts
My Dear Readers,
It’s been 1 year since I started my blog.
I would like to take this opportunity to Thank All the Wonderful Authors, Writers, and Bloggers that I have connected with within our community. A day doesn’t go by that I don’t think of everyone.
You Have All Touched My Life.
I have not posted nor been active in our community lately, and I would like to share why.
After having my lumbar spine fused with plates and screws in 2003. I was left with Intractable Lumbar Pain.
I have had an implanted pain pump for the last 10 years. My now 2nd pump battery was due to shut off at the end of January 2014.
Our medical insurance changed leaving me to pay out an outrageous deductible before any payment for medical services would be payed out at 80%.
As a result my pump shut off and I was placed on pain pills. There is a Significant difference having medication delivered directly into my spine to manage my pain and a pill.
This has left me depressed, in pain, and my quality of life has taken a downward spiral.
In January of this year I had a chest x-ray as part of pre-operative orders.
(this was before finding out the insurance coverage deductible)
I have Ground Glass Nodules, and a few masses throughout my lung fields.
I’m in the process of seeing a Pulmonologist.
I’m still left in the same position of not being able to have a lung biopsy due to the F$%*ing insurance.
I went from living for me a somewhat active life, to being completely sedentary,
Frustrated, and depressed.
Please know I miss reading and commenting on All Your Works of Art.
With Much Love to All My Friends,
Anastasia
When your body says yes,
but your brain says no,
listen to your heart.
If your mouth says yes,
but your heart says no
listen to your heart.
If your heart says yes,
your body will follow.
Follow your heart.
It cannot rationalize.
It doesn’t reason,
and is heedless
of excuses.
Your heart will give you strength
when your body is weak.
Your heart does not need to fear.
Follow your heart.
If your heart says no,
trust your feelings.
The heart understands
what the mind
can never comprehend.
Trust your heart
to be your compass.
Your heart knows the way
even when your brain gets lost.
Be good to your heart.
Your Heart Loves You
even when it seems
like no one else does.
Your heart will teach you
how to love yourself
in order to be able
to love another
completely and unselfishly
and without reservation.
When you Love Yourself
the others will follow.
Trust your heart.
Listen to your heart.
Follow your heart.
Every time it breaks
it gets a little bigger,
and gets a little stronger,
and you become more fearless.
Open up your heart.
Your heart will set you free.
If your heart says Yes….
Follow your heart
Always.
🔞 Warning Mature Content 🔞
Explicit Sexual Words & Themes
The Dinner
Ian stood near six feet his rugged build and features were masculine and positively oozed testosterone. There was a kindness in his grey-green eyes, his mouth was sensual as he spoke. He was clearly in charge but prided himself in his flexibility, compassion and open mindedness. A benevolent alpha male. Ian was definitely an acquired taste. He could come off as a know it all, and monopolize the conversation. He meant well and throughout the years of life’s experiences he indeed had acquired a great deal of worldly knowledge.
I felt so comfortable as Chiaki and I conversed as we sat together on the couch in the parlor. She proceeded to share with me her plans for the future. She was attending graduate school to achieve her degree in Genetics. I found that so fascinating. Her living arrangements were unique, as she was staying with a host family. Chiaki earned many scholarships as she continued to achieve her successive goals along her path towards her degree.
Ian and I devised a signal; we would briefly fondle our earlobe between our thumb and index finger. That was our way of communicating, I need to talk with you post-haste. As Chiaki and I continued to talk. I noticed Ian’s signal. I excused myself and met him in the bathroom.
Ian and I stood in the bathroom looking deeply into each others eyes. I said “Was that my imagination or did I sense something going on with you and Jake?” “Yes I sure hope so” he said. As I began to slide my hand inside his shirt pinching and pulling his nipples. He said “I think she likes you” as he delicately passed his fingers through my hair. “I think we should bring Jake home, but not tonight” as I slid my hands down his pants underneath his boxers. Slowly stroking his firm cock. He said “When are you going to get together with Chiaki?” I said “very soon I hope.” As my Flower began to throb and pulsate. Our energy created an excitement that filled the room. My breathing began to quicken as I became aroused. As I slid my hand upward I could feel him ooze with excitement.
Ian lifted me from the waist and placed me on the bathroom counter. “I’m going to call her tomorrow” as he’s removing my wet lace panties. I said “when should we call Jake?” He lifted his head from between my legs “how about this weekend.” “Ahhh umm okay.” As Ian gently licked my now swollen clit. His tongue sloshed as it made contact against my pussy.
“Baby Ahh I Ahh don’t want Ahh you to stop.” He then placed his middle and ring fingers inside my drenched pussy. “Mmm there ahhh,” as his tongue slithered all around my aching throbbing bud, his fingers stroked me. He licked and lapped in a rhythmic manner as I feverishly ran my fingers through his hair gently pulling as I reached another level of bliss. He positioned his fingers in an upright position as if to beckon come here. He moved back and forth bringing me right to the edge. I uttered “Mmmayybee youuu mmmm.. aahh betterrr stop.. mmmm forrr nowww.” He stopped and lifted his head from between my trembling thighs. Our eyes met, “are you sure?” he muffled. I reluctantly replied “yes I’m sure.” As he stood up his face glisten. I gently grasped his face as I kissed and licked my essence. We then adjusted our clothing, washed and left the bathroom.
As proper seating etiquette suggests alternate the seating of men and women in that the mix will contribute to a pleasant experience.
Michael and Lena our Host, and Hostess were very attentive to their guest. They saw Chiaki and I had connected. Chiaki was originally to be seated next to Michael. With much delight her place card was moved and next to mine. As Ian pulled out my chair, so did Jake for Chiaki we all sat together.
Our meal started with the first course appetizers Cold Cucumber Soup or Char-Grilled Oysters
http://www.seductionmeals.com/2008/07/chilled-summer-cucumber-soup.html
http://www.seductionmeals.com/2008/01/chargrilled-oysters-with-roque.html
Our main course Honey Roasted Hens with Pomegranates and or Grilled Ribeye Steak with Black Truffle Butter Buttons.
http://www.seductionmeals.com/2009/01/honey-roasted-hens-with-pomegr.html
http://www.seductionmeals.com/2011/04/ribeye-steak-with-sauteed-mush.html
Our salad was then presented a Homemade Caesar Salad Dressing and Garlic Croutons
http://www.seductionmeals.com/2013/10/homemade-caesar-salad-dressing.html
As we finished our dinner, dessert was then presented. Champagne Lemon Jelly & Mango Mousse Verrines
Stayed Tuned for more adventures of these Daredevils of Deviance.
His hands gently
Touch
my skin
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His lips gently
Touch
mine
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His spirit
Touches
my
Heart & Soul
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Our Spirits
summons those unseen
to
Touch
Our Souls
Dedicated To My Friend, Lover and Soul Mate
Inner Peace Award
The Wonderful White Pearl: http://foodpeopleloveandstuff.wordpress.com
Touched My Heart by nominating me with this Beautiful Award.
Please stop on over and check out her Blog site.
My Dear Friend White Pearl,
I’m Honored, Touched and Flattered by your Thoughtfulness and Generosity.
I Graciously accept this Heart Felt Award.
May All Your Days Be Filled With Joy and Happiness.
astraltravler 